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ox NowOrNever xo: puberty hit him like a bag of ffucking bricks

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 20:26:08 GMT

so the other night alex shannon and i were at tuscan and it was so fun cas we were all just hanging out and having fun (not to mention all the shit that went down) and then its like 10:30 and alex, shannon, dj, matt, zeph and i are all walking on the tracks until about..11? and its pitch black and theres bridges and its scary. so then its like 11:10 and what do we see? corn fields yeah. well yeah. im afraid of them. so then we were walking down old wisner rd i believe and then i called my mom and she asked if i was walking so i said no and then she said i was so then i agreed and she said shed come and get me so then were all hanging out and singing and having fun and my mom gets me shan and lex at like 11:40? yeah so then we get back and around...1? dj calls us and tells us binks not home so thats a problem cas they have no where to sleep so then we say for them to sleep at my house so then they walk the extra 838380 miles and get to my house around 3 and it was fun me and alex cooked for them while shanny slept and we all hung out and pulled an all nighter and just talked for 7 years. it was the best way ive ever ended summer. yeah so today was first day of being a sophomore. ohhh ;]. yeah so apparently i have this new schedule where i have none of the same classes i did last week. bummer. so im in like floral design now? yeah and everything was going good. and then, who's in my class? yeah steph. and of course she was being loud and obnoxious. but what can you do? nothing. so whatever school was alright, during 5th period lunch mike was with zach so he was by where i was sitting and leave it to mike to not say a thing to me. yeah. bummed me out. but whatever. 6th period lunch i hung out with jlex and neens and jess.g and bisi it was fun. 7th period lunch i hung out with tali and shan. 8th period gymmmm i hung out with stefan! man i love that kid. he needs to get a locker though. peace.

a fucking waste of my time is all that youve become.

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 00:30:14 GMT

so today i did nothing but slept and then around 6:30 i went to G's and met up with Emily, Nick, Nick.b, and James. Then Ellen came. Then Matt.w. We waited for Rob for like 8 years and then decided..fuck Rob..he's Erin whipped. Haha James just tells stories so funny and me and Em just kept interrupting him to get in our little side comments so we could just see the whole picture you know? and then he finally got to the point and Matt thinks we see Robs moms car. So Nick books out the door looks around. no dice. Then everyone but Nick saw Katie so they all tried to tell Nick through the window but he didn't get it well because he's Nick. Then we got our drinks and me and Emily needed like 20 more minutes because we needed to find something low carb. Emily cheated with a french fry. Then after we all ate me and Emily got eachother soaked with water. obviously. Then we peaced it and it was pouring out so then we booked around G's to loose Nick.B and succeeded then they went and met up with him. Me and Em got to Tuscan and decided we didn't wanna go there so then everyone finally gets there and we tell them to go back to Cafe A la Mode. So then we're runnin, we're runnin in the rain, runnin barefoot and all of a sudden Nick just pushes Em into the green box garbage cover thing, it was funny. We got to Cafe A la Mode and then whatever. Im applying to get a job there, i don't think ill get it though cas this wack girl was there at the same time asking and stuff and she seemed qualified and i didnt. sucks. i need a job. Then all the stupid ghetto people like Tom Leon were whislting at me and it sucked then we waited for my mommm and i left around 8. hah it was fun. <3

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umm my life from tuesday.

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 18:57:58 GMT

Monday!@# school was okay. afterwards i got shannon. we hung out and took some pics she got picked up arounddd 8.
Tuesday!@# school was alright we did a 100 multiple choice practice test in global. school was alright as far as i remember hmm i came home on regular bus haha me and heather talked about SCOTT. obviously. i got homeeee and then i talked to matt for a little on what was up and then i went to the library and got a newww library card, which was exciting. i wont lie. then matthew came and i tried to help with his report and we couldnt use the copy machine right because the first 6 times we did it we put it too far away from the arrow or something gay. went back to his house. went home. phone. homework.
Wednesday!@# school was fine. i dont really remember anything that happend. i was supposed to go somewhere i know that..
Thursday!@# school was awesome. emily came over after and we went to shoprite for a million years then we came back to my house and she annihilated my room. soda fight..like always. em got picked up around 9.
Friday!@# school was sickkk. we had finals and the global first part was so easy. english final me and lizzy had the speech printed out so i did pretty good. biology mr tillinghast kicked me out of the final which sucked but uhm yeah. got homeee did nothing shan and tali called me and i went to shans then talisa shannon emily and i went to chester and then went to the castle did go karts hahaha i fucked shit up with these puertoricans. and em and shannon. went to the chester strip mall. met up with dani. joe saw us walk by and came out and talked to us and told us how court and dost were in the dollar store so we all went in there and me and dost officialy are married now<3 and for her birthday i purchased her a water bowl for her new kitty. peaced it. went to the movies saw shrek2 it was cute haha. went to DDs shannon was gonna piss in the plant. went to the castle. go kart. batting cages. back around 10:30.
Saturday!@# did nothing. my dad ditched on my mom for their anniversary dinner soo me and steph took my mom out to ''high class dinner''. went to stephs. went and hung out with patrick! for 10 minutes. hung out with dan and bobby for 10 minutes. stephs. uhh around midnight or so we went outside and bryan and dan roll up in bryans car or something. it was weird. they came to stephs we hung out until like 2ish. dance party!@#. got sick. yeah. went to bed around 5am.
Sunday!@#study! study! study!

this weekend. long entry.

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 00:51:39 GMT

so thursday i went to the bizarre with alex and steph and i wore my skirt so i felt like the biggest idiot ever. then we went over to matt zach andrew nick and arthurs lacrosse practice. steph hit on nick and zachs dads. why not? then me nd steph went to memorial for .2 seconds then i slept over there, then on friday we went to the city for the day and hit up sephora we got back around 8 and went to the bizarre again then i left around 9:30 went to my house got my shit talked to people for 2 seconds then i went to shannons, then shannon talisa and i went to pick up steve with talisas mom and then we were going to the castle to meet keith but whatever then we just went to the bowling alley and then like a half an hour later matt matt kyle jess and andrew came, haha i still remember the peoples names i dont know. i have no life. um but yeah so then they left like maybe 20 minutes later. then me shannon talisa steve and keith went into the arcade and i hit the ''JACKPOT!@#'' and won 217 tickets and this kid was like in awe so i gave him all of them then we left. hung out with shannon and talisa then they went to sleep around 3, emily woke us up around 9 hung out with them all day went to chester with shannon and emily then to see harry potter [ughghgh harry pottterrrrrr] then her mom picked us up and the FUNNIEST thing happend at DD@!! hahahahaha. wow. then we went back to my house and tried to play tennis in the pitch black and then we did whatever and went to sleep then emily left in the morning then me and shannon walked almost to chrystles then back then went to her house then i got picked up around 8 then stayed on the phone with lex until 1:30 then today school was good me and alec got in water bottle/spray gel fight at lunch soo basically, i have a week of lunch detentions:-*..sick. then i stayed after and got shannon and she just got picked up. tomorrow im either helping matt or hanging out with talisa, or both. peace.

dianas hot.<3

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 17:28:57 GMT

so today's been one of the best school days in a while. i got two 95's on my 2 math quizzes and a 94 on my math test diana's ''so proud of me'':-*. during lunch i squirted trevor in the back but he was too busy not noticing. haha. i sprayed tj at lunch like 923892 times but he didnt notice then at the end of lunch me and laura had a watergun/water bottle fight for about 5 minutes and she shoved me in the wall and told me to ''kiss the wall.'' which basically was entertaining. then when i got back from 6th period me and laura went at it again and mr.amdurer took my watergun and gave it to the principal i cant get it back until me and my mom go in to get it. right now im on this wack kids sn and im talking to sam and she thinks its him. thats funny too. <3 hahaha today's been sick. global rocked we watched the movie cromwell and saw where henry the 1st got his head chopped off. mmmmmmm tonight im going to cvs and then going to stephs and sleeping over then tomorrow im going to sephora in the city with steph and then im coming back going to annies with annie and emily and i'm doing their makeup for formal then im going to the stupid bizarre with alex and steph then im going to shannons around 9:30 and im chillin with people sunday im going shopping. payyyceeee.

i donnnttttt want youuuuuuuuuuuuuu to love me anymore.

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 10:35:49 GMT

remember when i missed the bus? shit.

sore

Mon, 31 May 2004 14:29:32 GMT

yesterday Shannon came over and then Talisa called and told us she was on her way and then Shannon and I got tennis rackets and were about to go play tennis and Talisa showed up and we all played tennis for like i don't remember. Talisa ended up loosing both balls because she's an ass. ''lastt clalll hit the balllll'' yeah it was good. then we came in and hit shit up. me and tali got in snapple/water/soda fight. we did shit on the computer for awhile and then around 4am we went to my tennis court and made our beds and talked and i went to sleep around 5 something and i dont know about them and then we woke up at 9:30 and i'm really sore and that's my life. see ya later.

birthday.

Sat, 29 May 2004 20:18:53 GMT

yesterday was my birthday and i came in 3rd period, school was goooood..i stayed after with kel and my dad picked up talisa, kelly, and i then we went back to my house and around 7 we left and got alex and went to the castle and met up with steve and keith and that was fun..keith broke my hula-hoop that sucked. we left around 10 and steve came around 11 and stayed over, emily's in cape cod and i miss her. i loved my birthday.

like, 8 more hours.

Thu, 27 May 2004 23:02:00 GMT

today was a good day. i tried to play guitar though in music with my acrylics and it wasn't too bad. so tomorrow is my birthday, and im hanging out with talisa and alex and then steve and then talisa and alex still, obviously. and then jessss and kelly might come, i hope i have fun i kind of need the break. finals are soon im pretty sure ill do pretty good, which makes me happy. 89 on my math test. 100 on all 3 quizzes. 100 on 2 global quizzes. 87 on spanish test. i get my gifts tonight because my dads ditching out on me tomorrow and going upstate. nothing to update ''peace up a town down'' yeah amandas been saying it all day. payce.

John Collora sucks at lacrosse.

Tue, 25 May 2004 20:03:26 GMT

it's safe to say i am the most horrible person in the world to ever even touch a guitar. yesterday jes picked me up and we went back to her house and pete came over and we all hung out until like 7 or 8, her nephew proposed to me.<3 haha. i got home did homework, my birthday's on Friday!@# i think Steve actually wants to hang out with me which is a suprise to me because of how things have been lately. buuuuuuuuuut i miss him. today i'm going to jes's with alex. tomorrow i have tutoring. thursday i'm supposed to be getting my haircut and hanging out with martine but i think im hanging out with talisa because she decided were hanging out thursday, friday, maybbee saturday night, sunday and well sunday night, and monday. xoxo i guess this week will be fun. i can't like him anymore, someone's being dick and ruining it by going ''oh well he likes someone else.'' as if i care, i already thought that.im out. payycycyece.

bd's.

Mon, 17 May 2004 17:47:37 GMT

Hmm, well this weekend was fun. it's safe to say i now have a new crush. doesn't surprise me, he's great. Fridayyyy i got back my spanish test and it was an 87, i could have done better. In English one of the guidance counselors came in and talked about how to learn? yeah. Carnelian picked me and Steph up from school and we all talked, then me and Steph got back to my house and waited for Emily to come home to see what was up with her and then her and Alex came over and we went to shoprite around 7:30 and we were there for a good hour and then we went to the drive in and saw Mean Girls. Dropped off Alex. Me, Emily, and Steph got back around 10:30 and called Bryan and Dan to see what we were all doing but they weren't in the mood to walk. Went to sleep. Emily left around 10:30 to see if she was going to Aislings dads still or not. She wasn't so around 4 Me, Erica, and Emily went to New Jersey for a show, Emily and I got back to my house around 1 something and then we went to go play tennis but it was really dark and we couldn't find any tennis balls. we went to sleep around 6 woke up at 9:30 then went and played tennis for almost 2 hours, we went to G's to meet up with Shannon and Talisa around 3:40? then we did whatever and I got picked up around 5, came home, studied. Today was alright I only stayed in school for 3 periods, i'm sick.